I now realize the bbpost I made in May (from my efforts to reduce spam and foo about personal life) may have not adequately described my situation. Yikes! Here's something that will hopefully remedy that and keep people from wondering 'where the heck did Lujayn disappear to!?'
I'm a guest in someone else's house at present, and will be until mid-August when I leave for university. When I log in it's because I've hooked up my laptop to their wires, which is amazingly generous of them. Even so, I don't think staying online for hours every day falls into the category of 'polite house guest' and don't want to press my luck in that territory. I log in when I can (almost every day), but usually don't have enough time to stick around for a satisfactory scene.
Conversely to most situations I know of, the periods of time when I'm in school are much better as far as RP is concerned - I seem to have super powers that enable me to balance mushing and educational responsibilities without much hassle. I cannot wait to get out of here and into my own living space, back to the gratifying experience that is learning (*is shot*) ... I mean, back to all of you awesome people. :D
Thanks for your good faith and everything like that. I am seriously still here and chomping at the bit to get back. (Wait. Wasn't I still here? Er...)
Love you all. <3